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Kate Cumming: A Journal of Hospital Life in the Confederate Army of Tennessee.

August 7. [September]—We arrived at Dalton about 6 P.M., and expect to be detained here all night. I must say this last move has not made me the better Christian, for I certainly love my enemies less than ever.

I can not count the trains that are with us; they are so many. On them are all the hospitals which were in Ringgold— sick, attendants, and much of the furniture. We have left all our bunks. We are in a box-car, and in it are not less than twenty-five persons, besides bedding, trunks, tables, chairs, etc.

Our journey from the Springs to Ringgold was a laughable one. We had two wagons, one filled far above its sides with baggage of all kinds; on top of all was seated Mrs. A., her children, servant, and Mrs. W. I took my seat with them, but it was a higher position than I had been accustomed to, and I was fearful of having a downfall, in the way of a bath, as we had some of the worst kind of roads to go on, and a few streams to cross. Accordingly I made a trial of the other wagon; it contained Miss S. and two sick officers, Lieutenant P. and Dr. M. They were on mattresses. I managed to get a seat, and did very well. On leaving that beautiful spot, I could not help thinking of her who was the primitive cause of all our woe leaving the garden of Eden; I do not presume to think that the place was like that garden where sin had never entered to blight its beauties, which Milton has portrayed so beautifully; a place

 

“Where gods might dwell,

Or wander with delight.”

 

But it was a lovely spot, and I have no doubt came as near it as any other in this sin-stricken world. I had not, like Eve, “hoped to spend the respite of my days” there, but I did think we would be permitted to remain in it a little longer, and could not “patiently resign what so unjustly we had lost.”

Lieutenant Green asked to be raised up, to “cast one long lingering look behind,” and he exclaimed, “O, how beautiful! Is it not hard to be driven from it?”

Sunday, August 6. [September]—Since writing in this journal a sad change has come over the spirit of my dreams. What but a few hours ago was a scene of order and comfort, has disappeared, and in its place vacancy.

When the afternoon service was over, starting to visit the sick, I met Dr. Ray going to give orders to pack up immediately, as a raid was momentarily expected, and we would have to leave. The first thing done was to send off the sick, and to see that they were properly cared for; and then it seemed like magic the way every tent was leveled with the ground.

It is not more than a few hours since the order came, and we are nearly all packed, and many of the hospital things sent to the depot, which is some two miles distant. I suppose the cooks will be up all night, preparing rations. We will have to spread comforts on the floor to rest on for the night, as our bedding has been carried off. We do not expect to leave before morning. If the enemy do not capture us I shall be thankful.

We have three very sick men—Lieutenant Payne, Dr. Mitchell, and a Mr. Green. The last we shall be compelled to leave, as he is in a dying state. The nurse who has had him in charge is very much alarmed that he will be compelled to remain with hint. Ho does not like the idea of being captured, having been a prisoner before, and has had as much as he cares for of prison life. Dr. Bemiss thinks he will be able to get some one in the place to take care of the sick man.

September 3.—I have just received a letter from Dr.Burt; he was in Chattanooga at the time it was bombarded. He says there was no warning given, and that the scene of the women and children running from the shells was distressing in the extreme, and when he left there, there were hundreds encamping in the woods, without shelter of any kind.

I have observed an article in the Mobile Advertiser and Register, of August 29th, from Virginia, signed A; I admire the spirit in which it is written, but am not a little astonished at what the writer says about the soldiers and people of the South-west; says he learns they are talking of submission.

I can tell him, from what I have seen, I have heard not a breath of such a thing. Chattanooga was called a Union place, but I saw nothing of it while there. To be sure, I did not mingle much with the people, but nearly all I knew, rich and poor, had their men folks in our army. I want no better sign of loyalty.

If he means the soldiers of this army, he has made a grand mistake. I have seen hundreds of them sick, ragged, hungry, and worn out with fatigue, and not one word of submission with it all; but the reverse: angry because they were not allowed to fight; and I am told that many of the Tennesseans who deserted have come back and resolved

 

“To prevail in the cause that is dearer thin life. Or, crushed in its ruins, to die!”

 

I am proud of what this correspondent says about “Old Virginia” and her invincible armies: that they are determined to fight till the last. I certainly would have been much surprised could he have said any thing else.

He is right when he says we had grown arrogant and self-confident, and were punished with defeat, as we have been before, and shall ever be, when we forget the Giver of all victory. We profess to be Christians: do not let us make a mockery of the name, but give him the glory and honor unto whom it is due.

In the same paper of the 30th, I see letters, the tone of which I am much pleased with, and I only hope the writers are acting up to the spirit of them, and leading others by their example to do the same.

One of the letters is from a lady in Mississippi, who signs herself “Sylvia;” the other signs herself an “Alabama Woman.” The first is a call to the women of Mississippi to abstain from festivities, and, above all things, to give no countenance to “stay-at-homes,” who wear gilt lace and buttons. She says that, upon the occasion of the last Grierson raid into that state, the “home chivalry,” instead of protecting the ladies, took to the woods.

I thought, when this war broke out, that the women in every state had too high an appreciation of the truly noble to need such an appeal. But alas! not all the recitals of the sufferings and more than human endurance of our brave martyrs have been able to deter us from the festal hall. The sound of the viol is heard as much, and even more, than it was before dread war held high carnival in every state of our beloved land. We forget that every step we take

 

“Gives back a coffin’s hollow moan,”

 

and every strain of music

 

“Wafts forth a dying soldier’s groan.”

 

As for paying respect to brass buttons, that is only the natural consequence of the first fault; for we all know that there could be no festivities among ladies by themselves; and as all our true patriots are in the field, why, none but the “gold-lace gentry” are left.

If every young girl, not only in Mississippi, but in every other state, were to treat the “home chivalry” with the scorn and contempt that this writer seems to have for them, I would be willing to stake almost any thing on the issue, that in one month there would not be one able-bodied man out of the field.

The Alabama woman’s letter is headed with the late earnest appeal of our President, calling on the women of the South to do their duty at all hazards. It treats pretty much of the same subject as the Mississippi lady’s, but also of a few other evils with which our land is cursed.

When she comes down on extortioners and speculators, I can echo her sentiments with all my heart; but when she says that none but native southerners must fill offices, I can tell her that if the native southerners, who, when the war was first inaugurated, used to wear their blue badges, and cry “secession and war to the knife,” had come forward as I know foreigners have done, we would not now be in need of the late earnest appeal for men, by our beloved President . And I not only think it bad taste, but unfeeling, in any of our people to draw distinctions at the present time, when we all know how nobly foreigners have poured out their blood in our defense.

The next whom this lady is roused against are the surgeons, nurses, and chaplains. From what I have seen of the first two, I think I have a right to be somewhat of a judge; and I do not think, taking them as a whole, that we have more patriotic and devoted men to the cause than our surgeons, though of course there are exceptions. And as for the nurses in the hospitals, how can I say enough in their praise (of course not all); patient, kind; as good nurses as it is in the power of men to be; for they were never designed to nurse. Not one where I have been is able for field service. This woman says they must all go to the front. When she talks thus, she does it as men say we women do, without reason.

What can we do with our sick and wounded men in the hospitals, if all the surgeons are sent to the front? And he must be a shrewd surgeon indeed who deceives the examining boards—the dread of all hospitals—that are constantly coming around and taking away our men after we have initiated them into the mysteries of nursing, etc.

Many a time have I felt indignant, when I have heard these brave men and patriots, who have lost health and been maimed in the service of their country, called by the ignominious name of “hospital rats.”

The chaplains I can say but little about, having seen so few. But I can say one thing, that I had thought our government very remiss in not providing them.

At one time the Newsom Hospital had accommodation for seven hundred patients, and the requisite number of attendants. Surely such an establishment ought to have had at least one chaplain, and work enough for him, without taking the “sword of Gideon,” as this lady said they should.

I have wished for one many a time, when our poor dying soldiers have desired to hear about the Great Physician. And had it not been for good, kind Mrs. W. praying with them, we should have been badly off indeed. This is the first hospital I have been in where there was one, and he has not spent much idle time.

The first part of the letter, taken as a whole, I like; and I should think if any thing would arouse to a sense of duty those whom it is meant for, it would. But the conclusion does not appear rational. It has rather too much of the Mokanna spirit . I am always afraid, when I hear such ultra views on a subject, that there must be a reaction, and the very reverse spirit exhibited at last. She calls on the men, women, and children to come forward like Roman Curtius, willing to offer heart, soul, and body upon the shrine of liberty, and to come, although we stumble over the dead bodies of those we love on earth, and vultures prey upon the blood-smeared faces in our path, and our streams offer only a crimson, surging flood to slake our thirst; she calls on us to rise, waving our battle-flag in triumph over these horrors, and the graves of the unknown dead, and says our enemy’s offer is only submission “Join me in this vow: Though I stand the last stricken child of the Confederacy, by the blood that cries out from our reeking sod, and the skeletons that fill each holy mound—the strong hand crossed in death—each darkened home and broken heart—each pang of hunger, throb of pain, and every dying sigh—in the name of the eternal God—never!”

Now, I do not think, even to save the country, that there are in it any men, women, or children who could stand to see vultures eating our slain, or touch the water colored with their blood. And if we only do our duty, as the president has admonished us, there will be no need of waving flags over the horrors that the writer has pictured.

And as for the oath, I must say I have a mortal antipathy to taking an oath I am not certain about keeping; and none of us in this transitory world can tell what a day may bring forth.

The foe with his numerous armies may prevail, and for those very sins the writer has enumerated the Lord may permit us to be subjugated. I am not for one moment saying that I have the least idea that such will be the case, but we can be certain of nothing that is in the future. Well, if such should be the case, and we feel that we have done our duty, and our whole duty, hard as it seems just now, we will have to bear it, knowing it will be the Lord’s doing.

But, as I said before, I only hope these ladies are doing as well as talking, remembering that “action is sublime,” and that “the rhythm of a well-spent life is sweeter far than song.”

There is one very important item which I have left out in this “Alabama woman’s” letter. She says, let the women go into the hospitals. Now she comes to what is woman’s true sphere: in war, the men to fight, and the women to nurse the wounded and sick, are words I have already quoted. I have no patience with women whom I hear telling what wonders they would do if they were only men, when I see so much of their own legitimate work left undone. Ladies can be of service in the hospitals, and of great service. I have heard more than one surgeon say, if he could get the right kind, he would have them in almost every department. I could name many things they could do, without ever once going into a ward.

All have not the gift of nursing, but they can do the housekeeping, and there is much of that in a hospital.

I know many will say the surgeons will not have them, nor can I blame the surgeons if the stories are true which I have heard about the ladies interfering with them. I have been nearly two years in the hospital service, and I have never spent one day without seeing women’s work left undone, and I have had no time to do the surgeons’.

The sick in a hospital are as much under the care of the surgeon and assistant surgeons as men in the field are under the control of their officers. And would we not think a woman out of her senses were she to say that because she had made the clothes the soldiers wore, and attended to their wants otherwise, she had a right to command them; or that she would do nothing for them because that right was not given her, even if she had a better knowledge of Hardee’s tactics than some of our officers. The surgeons are alone responsible for the sick under their control, and have the right to direct what should be done for them.

Are the women of the South going into the hospitals? I am afraid candor will compel me to say they are not! It is not respectable, and requires too constant attention, and a hospital has none of the comforts of home! About the first excuse I have already said much; but will here add, from my experience since last writing on that subject, that a lady’s respectability must be at a low ebb when it can be endangered by going into a hospital.

I have attended to the soldiers of our army in hospitals and out of them, and in all sincerity I can say that, so far as their bearing toward ladies is concerned, I have never heard one word spoken or seen one act at which the most fastidious and refined woman could take exception.

This was more than I looked for; I knew that our army was composed of the lowest as well as the highest, and I did expect to find some among them void of delicacy.

I can not tell whether our army is an exception to the rule or not; but about it I can say that, as regards real native refinement, that which all the Chesterfields in the world can not give, a more perfect army of gentlemen could not be than they are. I do not know what they are in camp, but speak of what I have seen in other places.

To the next two excuses—that is, to constant work, and hospitals not being like home—I wonder if soldier’s work is just such as they wish, and if the camp is any thing like home?—I think there is no need of giving the answers; they are obvious.

Last evening Mrs. General Patton Anderson came here; she has a little boy who is very sick, and she thinks the water will benefit him. She is stopping in the same house with us.

I have just heard that the Newsom Hospital has left Cleveland, Tennessee. The enemy must be near there, or we are going to fall back. I usually judge the movements of the army by those of the hospitals.

How I would dislike to have to leave this beautiful place; but perhaps we shall, and about it there is no use worrying.

Mrs. Dr. Gamble and Mrs. Bragg have left, which looks ominous, as we think the general intends making an important move, and has given them time to get out of the way.

September 1.—Our sick are all doing pretty well, with the exception of two, who I think will die; one of them is named E. Edney; he is from Tennessee.

I see by papers just received from home that they have adopted a system which I think will be productive of much good— giving sketches of history. I have often lamented the ignorance of our men in that respect; I think example is every thing; and when we know how others have suffered in defense of liberty, we shall know how to imitate them.

I see by the same paper that General Morgan, who is now a prisoner, has had his head shaved, and been treated with all kinds of indignities. These things seem almost incredible. Why, savages respect a brave man, and a man like General Morgan, one would think, would gain the admiration of any people who had any sense of chivalry; and we all know how kindly he has always treated whoever was in his power. But they can not degrade such a man; his spirit will soar above any insult they can heap upon him.

Sunday, August 30.—During afternoon service the old man and his son who deserted were brought back; I do not think I ever saw a sadder sight; they will be sent to the army for trial.

August 28.— Our surgeons mess together; to-day they had a dinner party; we were at it. Mr. and Mrs. Green were there, and we had quite a pleasant time. Rev. Mr. Bryson has presented the hospital with a number of interesting books, which have just run the blockade from England. Mr. B. is a Presbyterian minister, and a co-laborer with Dr. Quintard in the responsible work of supervising and promoting the spiritual interest of the army. I am not personally acquainted with him, but I have often heard him spoken of in terms of the highest commendation, as a zealous worker in the cause.

Mrs. Green is a very pleasant lady; is from Columbia, South Carolina; a sister-in-law to Rev. Dr. Palmer from New Orleans. The doctor was here a few days ago, and looked the worse for wear. He had just come from Chattanooga, and I have been told was holding divine service when that place was shelled, and went on with it as if nothing was the matter.

Troops are daily passing, they say from Mississippi, to reinforce our army. We are expecting a battle every day. General B. left here several days ago. If General Rosecrans should try to outflank our army by Rome, it will be compelled to fall back. General B. has a trying time, as there seems to be so many points from which the enemy can march their army right down on us; and they have so many more men than we have, that they can make any movement they please.

After dinner Mrs. Green, Mrs. Collier (whose husband is here sick), Mrs. W., and myself walked down to Catoosa depot, to see if we could hear of any news from Chattanooga, but the train did not come in. I hope nothing is the matter, and that it has not been captured by the enemy.

A number of men were at the depot, expecting to get off, and were much disappointed at not succeeding.

We have a very sick doctor here, who has been telling mo ho is greatly in favor of our having negroes in the army; somehow I do not like the idea; his arguments were, however, very plausible.

We have had a man desert, which has annoyed Dr. Bemiss not a little. He made pretense he was very sick, and the surgeons were very kind to him, and every thing that the hospital could afford was given him; his father came to see him, and because he could not get a furlough for him carried him off. The old man called himself a Baptist preacher, and wanted to hold service. I have very little patience with any one who could be guilty of leading his son to commit such a crime. Dr. B. has sent after them.

August 22.—The enemy are shelling Chattanooga; all the hospitals are leaving there. I can not help, from looking round and thinking, that perhaps ere many days we may be compelled to leave here.

Fast-Day, August 21.—Our chapel is finished. Mr. Green preached in it, and an excellent sermon he gave us; it was quite stirring and encouraging. He quoted a piece of poetry, which I thought suited the times exactly; it commenced with

 

“We are living, we are dwelling,

In a grand and awful time!

In an age on ages telling,

To be living is sublime!”

 

Mr. G.’s text was, “Rend your heart, and not your garments.” As General Bragg was leaving the church, a dispateh was handed to him, seemingly an important one. I hope nothing is the matter.

The morning services were pretty well attended by the privates; some of the officers instead of going played checkers. I had a conversation with one of them on the subject, and told him that the war would not close until men gave God the homage which he demanded. He did not agree with me; I asked him if he believed the Bible. He answered yes. I then asked him if he and the others had obeyed the commands in it, in seemingly grudging to give God that one day. I said nothing more, but was gratified to see him attend the afternoon service.

We have had but two meals, and none of the men have found any fault.

I had an introduction to Major Clark of Kentucky, and Major Austin of Texas; the latter one of Morgan’s men; he was not with him on his late disastrous campaign. I was making eggnog when I received the introduction, and they jestingly asked me for some. I told them they must first get an order from the surgeon under whose care they were, as General Bragg, being so near, might put me under arrest for disobedience of orders.

August 18.—We are still quite pleased with every thing; have a few very sick; all is a great contrast from Chattanooga, where we had so many die.

Mr. Green is very attentive; is constantly visiting the men; and he also does all of their writing, which is another great help to us. The fact is, Mrs. W. and myself will be spoiled if we have no more to do than we have now.

We have three assistant surgeons—Drs. Bateman, Ray, and Devine—who all seem to be perfect gentlemen, and kind, attentive physicians. Dr. R. is a member of the Presbyterian Church, and Dr. D. of the Episcopal.

The young soldier who was so attentive the first evening we came here is named Frank Laws. He is an excellent young man, and a member of the Episcopal Church. He has charge of the officers’ department.

We have a patient, Lieutenant Griffin of Texas, who lost his foot at the battle of Murfreesboro; he is a very handsome young man, and is as cheerful as if he had met with no loss; his wound is not yet healed. He was in the same hospital in Chattanooga in which Mrs. Newsom was, and is unbounded in her praise.

All the men who are able are busy erecting the chapel out of the branches of trees.

 

Sunday, August 16.—To-day Dr. Quintard preached twice. As our chapel is not yet up, he had service under a large oak tree. In the morning his text was one I had heard him preach from in Chattanooga: “We are journeying on to the place of which the Lord hath said, I will give it you.” He asked me before preaching if I would object hearing it again. I told him, on the contrary, that I would be much pleased.

As the text is taken from Numbers, which is a history of the children of Israel and their wanderings, a more appropriate one to the scene before us, could not have been selected. Here we were, wanderers, pitching our tents, wo know not for how long. Nearly every patient in the hospital was there; among them the lame and the halt. The tents in the distance, and God’s messenger before us, delivering God’s commands, as Moses and Aaron did to the children of Israel, could not but be an impressive scene. It struck me as such, and I have no doubt many others who were there. O, how earnestly I prayed that we, with all the warning of that unhappy race before us, might not forget the Lord our God, and he cast us wanderers over the earth.

Mr. Green, our chaplain, sat with Dr. Q., and I observed he did not assist him with the service. This caused me to reflect on the diversity of the Christian religion, and I thought what a pity it is that there should be any difference about it.

I do not think that any one will deny the necessity of having a stable government in the church. Surely, as in every thing else, God has made order predominant. He never meant that his church should be without it.

Who can not see the evil effects produced by the many different sects which are constantly springing up around us?

And another evil, is ignorant men being permitted, as they are in many churches, to preach. I have seen men get up in the pulpit, and try to explain the Scriptures, in doing which they have made a perfect failure of it. Common sense ought to tell us, even had we not the Bible for proof, that God never meant that his Holy Book should be expounded by such men, and his holy church left to their care.

Many say, were not the apostles ignorant men? forgetting that they were so, like all others, until they were taught. They had no mean teacher; none less than our blessed Savior himself, who instructed them daily. And even then their education was not completed until the day of Pentecost, when a miracle was performed, and they spake in other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance. We have no miracles now-adays, but we have colleges and teachers, which answer the same purpose.

But I must drop this subject, it has carried me much further than I had any idea of going. I was only deploring this state of affairs, and wondering which body of Christians ought to yield. I must think, with religion, as with many other things, that which is the most stable and makes most use of the Bible, must certainly be the best.

I can not deny that I have seen good, yea, much good, come from the teachers of all denominations; and, in fact, I have met so few ministers and members of the Episcopal Church, that I have many a time said that if the soldiers had none but it to look to for light, they would certainly have been in darkness; and of all times in the world, this is the last to draw distinctions. I am so much rejoiced when a man tells me he is a professor of religion, and trying to be a follower of the lowly Jesus, that I never think or care of which Christian church he is a member.

I sincerely trust that all who now worship God in spirit and in truth may ere long be in one fold, as we have one Lord Jesus Christ. And that we may not forget that, as we are all striving for the one goal—all sinners alike—apt to go astray when left to ourselves—that whatever differences of opinion we may have on minor subjects, to exercise that Christian virtue toward each other which St. Paul says is the bond of perfectness; and, in the words of the venerable Bishop Green, never to speak unkindly of any, especially of one who is trying to serve Jesus Christ; and remember that it is no advantage, rather a curse, to be in the church, and at the same time a stranger to that holiness which all her ministrations are designed and calculated to produce in our hearts and lives.

Dr. Q. gave out that he would have service after dark; I did not see how he could, as we had no lights of any kind, but I was not long in finding out. He omitted the most part of the service in which the congregation joins, and read out the lines of the psalm and hymn, like a good Methodist, and preached a very fine extempore sermon.

I can now understand how it is that he is so popular and does so much good in the army. He suits himself and all he does to the times.

We had a call from Dr. Sizemore and his wife; he is now assistant surgeon in the Foard Hospital, in Ringgold; Mrs. S. is matron. We had a long talk about Corinth, and the terrible times we had seen there.

This morning Mrs. Dr. Gamble, Mrs. Bragg, and myself raised the tunes, but in the evening Dr. Q. did not give us the chance, as he raised them himself. General Bragg attended service. His health is very bad, which is no wonder, as he is so much harassed. He is a member of the church, and, I am told, a sincere Christian. He has done his utmost to have Christianity diffused in the army.

Mrs. B. has the appearance of being a very modest, lady-like person, as I am told she is. She is also in bad health. It is said she worries a good deal whenever she hears of the necessity of shooting any of the men, and pleads for them when she can.