July 30, 1863.
Another letter from my poor, suffering wife. As I think of her sorrows, cares and perplexities, I cannot force back the thought that will unbidden rise, can so much be required of us; such great sacrifices, not only of property, but our cherished plans, embracing the future welfare of our children, in fact, all of earthly good, while others are exempt—have no part or lot in it—who would not even know that war existed were they not led to inquire the cause of such unexampled prosperity—and, when rebellion at home stares them in the face, and the “fire in the rear” so often threatened really breaks forth, loudly call for soldiers to come and protect their precious lives and property?
Where are those Union Leagues, who were going to “unite the loyal people of the North and subdue Copperheads?” Where are those patriots who could not leave their business to go to the war, but would “take care of the Rebels at home?” But a little cool reflection banishes such thoughts. I have to act only for myself, and answer only to my own conscience.
